will you still check on me?,
tell me things will be alright,
just tell me we will be together some day,
its in the dreams i had
ill be your sunset
youll be my silhouette
ergh i was on the way home today when i heard a song that got me thinking about all the times people criticized me. and most of them just went back to the same group of people. over & over again, and the weird thing is i accept it. i can take it but it just seems a little unfair dont you think? i mean i f i do something wrong its a major issue, im so bad, im such a bitch im that and this. but when one of them does something wrong it goes unnoticed. call me a hypocrite for saying this and still hanging out with them but its the truth and i just realized it like a nano second ago. it seems unfair. and i feel so daft for only just picking it up. i feel really idiotic for not speaking up before. i remember one specific moment
friend: .....yeah so we hate it when you .....okay?
eleena:....okay..sorry..blablabla
friend 2: so anything you wanna say?
friend 1: she hates it when we dish this out to her. ha ha ha
-as if its so funny- just a moment ago i thought of a perfect reply. but i wont post it here.
i mean like yes i hate it, but i can take it, can you? you're not so perfect yourself you know.
i dont need that from them right? urgh, fine whatever.i guess i can fit in with most groups just not them i guess. but hey im not missing out, right?
my head's spinning
im out. bye people
p.s/: i miss Wani so muchh right now. Izzat come online. i need a friend:(
postage by:) Eleena Zakie
